“I see everyone around me, talking to each other, laughing at the top of their voices, screaming madness around, but today I’m not feeling a thing but pain. I feel my heart is weighing me down today. Tears wouldn’t stop coming. It’s as if they have their unending supply. I feel weak. I can’t feel my legs; maybe I should sit down before I hurt myself. But then again, who cares if I get hurt! My family? Well, they aren’t here right now. My friends? Well, I don’t let them see through me, so they have no idea what I’m going through right now.
I think I’m gonna sit in the balcony. Maybe I will find solace
staring at the sky.
The sky seems as empty as me, without the twinkling stars, blinded
by its own pain and hollow. I see her face. She looks amazing, and with the
sun behind her, she looks like a Goddess. God, my eyes hurt.
Am I turning crazy? What is that keeps taking me back to her every
time I try to stay away?